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This post is written straight from my heart and it might not mean a thing to some of you… As I am writing this one, I am crying so bad and I don’t know what to do anymore.. you see everything that is happening to me is not how I plan my 2012 would be..everything seems deteriorating and I don’t know how to take charge of my life anymore, my emotions are just so scattered and I cannot control it anymore. I am not myself anymore to be honest.

Everything I do lately is either horrible or mediocre and I hate myself for it. I’m uninspired, irritated 24/7, sad and lost. Everything is just not right for me and no one will understand how and why i’m feeling this way:(

No matter how I push myself to do things beyond what I’m capable, still, I have short comings and no matter how much I want to fill that up and be at my best, there will always be crap out there ready to mess with you!

As I speak, I actually don’t know what to do anymore but I know, in time, I’ll see that light.