KEKXIFIED

I never planned to give my heart to anyone, really.

but then, there was this one day, 

that one day, 

A guy was brave enough to steal it.

I tried not to fall for it

but I got trapped. 

I got lost with his smile, his stare and his words. 

few months passed by

people around me are wondering why am I smiling differently

It is as if I bloomed like a flower,

Being happy, just like a kid stuck inside a candy store

I tried not to tell them the reason why,

but it keeps showing.

I’m inspired.

11 months…

11 months ago, when he captivated and stole my heart, 

until now I’ve never asked for him to return it…

I don’t think I’ll ever will… 

I won’t.

because I know, my heart had never felt tenderly cared that much

and I thank him for having the guts to handle my fragile heart.

I just know it’s safe with him. 

This is a subtle reminder that your life gets boring once you are safe already on your comfort zone. Someone out there will appear to your life and shake you up in the manner they want to. There are those people you might hate, but there are those, that you might love in a surprising way. 

They are there to give you happiness, anger, frustrations, love and what might hurt you most: when they try to find ways to disavow you. 

It leaves scars to your brain. 

But don’t let it  be that way, that scars can be converted to good memories, because for once, you shared a lot of emotions to that person and most especially you learned from the experience it brought you.

In my case tho, If the person is that important to me, I just don’t let that person become a memory, I work for ‘more’ memories to keep it going. 

Remember, a boring personality creates bad memories, and bad memories leads to goodbye!

There are all these places you’ve never been, people you’ve never met, foods you’ve never tasted, adventures you’ve never had and all you’d wish is, please, please take me away from this place! I don’t need a distraction for my soul but what I need is a fulfillment to feed my soul, and now that I’m 20, and I’m graduating, now is the right time to seek knowledge and learn different culture! 

Hopefully I do all of this with you, because witnessing all the wonderful things around me together with the most wonderful person I know would be euphoria; pure naked happiness! :)

I met this guy in a very strange place during a bizarro time last summer where I least imagine to commence my chapter of my very own love story…He’s a very weird guy who loves to play keyboard and ukelele or similar to that kind of instrument, a poet, a geek,  and always sends me his music and writes me a sweet lovely poem… He’s the epitome of the opposite guy I’m looking for actually, but I don’t know what happened… I guess God loves to surprise me! 

He has the cutest and most amazing name ever. He doesn’t like it very much though because it was too common for him…Anyways he came off a little strange to me..I thought it wouldn’t be serious because as I said, we found ourselves in a very unique way that it’s somewhat uncanny to others, and to us at first…kind of creepy being he doesn’t know a thing about me..but the more I get to know him I learn all he wants is someone faithful, someone true..someone that wont play with his heart like his previous relationship… and the more we talk through the more I felt connected to his heart, though we know very little about each other in any other way. We’ve talked a few times and he’s got an amazing sexy voice… kind of awkward for me though before since I’m super shy..but he said that mine is also nice too!  I just hope so… because I find my voice annoying every time I record it,  I find it manly… (ha ha) 

before, when he told me he liked me, I didn’t know how to respond to it..I felt as though its fake feelings, it’s all superficial…like he lies, and he tells that to every girl… But it was different because he just wasn’t a boy whom I met at the coffee shop, or the guy from my school.. he’s that guy far away. So he’s not that guy who’s just there to have me temporarily, I remember he said, “If I wasn’t that serious, why would I waste my everyday life waiting for you at the end of my day and have this conversation that we both enjoy”…  

several months after, I admitted that I love him, unconsciously, and with fear, I took what I said, I was shocked with what blurted out, but he said, there’s no reason to be afraid of… And so it was the start of our love story,  I was too afraid to say it but I did have that feeling in my heart that I kept on denying before… But now..9 months and 7days later…I’m proud to say it.. I love you, with all of my heart

You make me believe that love can present itself and grow between any two strangers, because that’s how it happened for us. You inspire me to be a better person each day of my life. You help shape the choices I make even those regarding my own personal future and our future together. You’ve had a great impact on me, and its just incredible how you still are. All our time spent together is such a treasure to me and I wont trade any golds for you are my diamond.  I’m sure we’ll find our way through whatever since we got each other. 

Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel. I know, someday we will never have to say goodbye, only goodnight! 

Summer: I hear you like comic books cohen…

Seth: This is true…

Summer:Merry Christmas!

Seth: Good Lord, I think I’m gonna pass out! 

There are definitely no words to describe how much I love Seth Cohen and Summer Roberts love and hate relationship! I can still remember how I always watch The OC during my high school years and dreamt and always hoped for a “Seth Cohen” to come in my life. I adore how their differences makes them cute and inseparable. They are definitely one of the best couples that had shown in television. 

This relationship reminds me of something… I wonder whom… 

Oh I remember now! In fact, I actually know the feeling to have a geeky “Seth Cohen”  in my life because I have one now! ♥♥